Lamentations
Friday, July 20, 2007
hey guys.. wow.. todays the 20/07/2007 wad a special day for a friday.. lol last week was fri the 13th.. the recent fridays r all veri cool i suppose? lol!! well today sucked had the mgen lab quiz today.. the calculations were alright but the explanation questions sucks!!! din really study all the lab manuals as i haven printed all.. damn.. now i regret not putting in effort.. well wads done is done..
sigh how can i eradicate this feeling of mine.. this feeling of "kiasu-ness" the feeling of not wanting to lose in anything... i know i should be happy those around mi have been improving but i cant help but feeling jealous haha.. sucks man.... and the worst thing is i think i can score better but.. i dunnoo la.. better work now..
yea!! got my first pair of studs!!! so light and nice to use sia haha!!! vic juz told mi today tt the 6 bees we bought from ebay have arrived!!! cant wait to open 1 and use hahaha!! well the back is special!!! hahahaha so happy to have so many decks around with mi so colourful and each has its own personality.. well.. if u do cards u would know wad i mean.. next order: 4 pairs of studs!!! saving up sia.. hard!!!
well next week so many tests!!!! 4 to be exact like exam week like tt everyday got cept' thurs.. oh ya!! i dissected a cat!!! haha it was fun sia!!!! cept the smell was kinda extreme LOL!!! had a close up look at how the insides of a cat look like.. so coool la!!! then on wed we went to deflesh the hind legs so get the bones so we can construct a whole skeleton of a cat!! haha how cool is tt!! its not something u would do in ur life man but i did it!!!! hahaha proud!! well checked out the legs today at the lab.. apparently we soaked them for too long in the 50% bleach till the digits have detached from the tarsus.. haha.. damn.. oh ya!!!! we boiled the body parts in water before soaking in them in bleach.. and im gonna share this with everyone!!! haha.. when we opened the lid of the pot.. the smell of cooked cat meat was exactly the same as CHICKEN soup!!!!!! hahahahahah bet u din know!!! heard from the other class dog smelt the same too hahahahahaa.. disgusting right i uds haha but its in the name of science.. oh ya for those who think its a cruel act.. the cat has already dead when we dissected it.. frozen.. it was taken from some organisation maybe spca? i dunno.. haha might upload some pics when im free haha!! dun view them on a full stomach!!! u'd regret it haha
i think i'd stop here liao.. better get back to the books... life sucks!!! its juz abt deadlines recently la... no mood no life no fun! lol.. but as nicholas said.. its like tt so might as well have fun while doin them.. i'd try i promise i will..
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Tuesday, July 10, 2007
well this is the revival of the once forgotten blog of mine... haha.. well so long since i even logged on to the account.. well apparently juz got disconnected from a dota game with the team... well i suck.. fed like hell.. anyway.. alot happened recently.. projects came suddenly.. pple cry suddenly.. i dunno.. wads the world becoming too..
haha well.. watched live earth via the net... it was entertaining however would absolutely prefer if they were to feature Rammstein or maybe even Iron maiden haha.. i heard after the concert tons of rubbish were left behind by the crowd.. damn... humans never learn huh? even at the GREEN gig.. sigh.. so depressing sia.. the earth and all.. well i hope things start to turn for the better.. i mean wads the point of creating awareness when no one even gives a damn in fulfilling them.. the worlds too selfish..
ummmmmm watched transformers too.. it rocks.. firstly the graphics were astounding!! the way the vehicles transform.. the plot.. wow.. turning the childhood cartoon series to realistic 3d stuff muz be hard.. lol.. i give it 4.3/5 stars! damn the magazines.. onli gave 2. lol
well.. spending my lonely time at home thinking abt these questions.. y do i make these worthless sacrifices for? izzit mi? thinking too much or too sensitive.. i mean its not fair always having to move along to ur ideas.. consider our feelings too? damn.. i dunno la.. well.. maybe things may juz change now tt circumstances have changed..
lamentations.. do u even care? it gets really disappointing not receiving the replies... sometimes to the extent making mi think twice if wad im doin is the right thing... i know its right.. but the goin gets tough but the tough isnt goin... u make my headspin.... die for anyone wad have i become... i wanna be there.. but will u be there for me...
haha huiyi ahh.. lax la.. everythings gonna be fine de la... lol!!!!!!
gonna dissect a cat this thurs cant wait!!!! tml doin ELISA again. boring.. hope all the projects work out right!! cheers!
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