Lamentations
Wednesday, February 14, 2007
ello.. woah.. so long never blog liao.. suddenly feel like blogging.. so many things happened recently.. haiz.. overall i hope to do well for exams.. i really do.. i mean who doesnt.. but maybe im more desperate.. dun ask mi y.. i duno.. its in my blood.. =.=.. anyway.. bought my webcam with joker ytd at whitesands.. all the myres came along too.. currently dl-ing skype.. woah.. cny is juz around the corner.. today is valentines day.. sigh.. and im down with flu and fever.. wait.. fever is already included in flu.. its a symptom.. anyway.. haiz.. stupid fever.. spoilt my plans.. sry.. tml is the water practical day.. i hope our model does well.. haha i guess we were the group who mounted the bottles.. haha.. hopefully it doesnt fail us... sian.. planner and rocker go pat to... woah ytd stayed in sch till abt 9 plus to help rocker and joker finish the project x.. ahaha it was successful.. even better then mine i muz sae... so envious!! aiya i think tt myre planner and tt girl can steady liao.. lol!!! good lo.. lol.. woah recently headbanging to Children of Bodom's Are You Dead Yet! haha veri catchy? tune to it.. haha.. the other song is Lamb of God's Redneck.. haha muz be the Dvd my sister's fren lent mi tt influenced mi.. haha.. well.. i juz stopped studying bmic to blog.. haha.. went out with zp and yt this morning to renew my passport and buy bak gua from paragon!! haha.. so damn paisei lo.. haha.. well its good to see them again.. haha.. muz thank Ah Jun for bbq-ing the delicious Gourmet Bak Gua for mi.. haha.. ouh! discussed abt the taipei trip with yt and zp juz now.. woah if im goin for tt trip on da 6th and come back on da 13th then im gonna fly again on da 15th to guangzhou!! haha 1 day break nia. wahah. so shiok.. well but muz wait till exams end first ma.. DAMN! lol i wish sixuan good luck on goin into TJC.. lol... was touch getting a decision sia.. LOL.. i hereby wish everyone good luck to get in their choice of sch! lol.. i shall stop here for the day..
haiz.. i wished i could explain everything.. im weak, inperfect
end my blog with the lyrics to R u Dead Yet!
Don't hear, don't deem. Drown in before you dive.
Don't care, commit to your self destruction drive
I kiss the ground with love beyond forever
Flip off the sky with bleeding fingers till I die
Enemy, take a one good look at me.
Eradicate what you'll always be,
Your tainted flesh, polluted soul through a mirror I behold.
Throw a punch, shards bleed on the floor
Tearing me apart but I don't care anymore.
Should I regret or ask myself
Are You Dead Yet?
Wake up, don't cry. Regenerate to deny the truth,
The fiction you live in blindfold your eyes.
Disclosure, self loathing. This time you've gone too far.
Or could it be, my nemesis that you are me?
Enemy, take a one good look at me.
Eradicate what you'll always be
Your tainted flesh, polluted soul through a mirror I behold.
Throw a punch, shards bleed on the floor
Tearing me apart but I don't care anymore.
Should I regret or ask myself ARE YOU DEAD YET?
Delivered at 8:12 PM;
