Come As You Are...Die As You Were

20.07.2007

2007-07-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. wow.. todays the 20/07/2007 wad a special day for a friday.. lol last week was fri the 13th.. the recent fridays r all veri cool i suppose? lol!! well today sucked had the mgen lab quiz today.. the calculations were alright but the explanation questions sucks!!! din really study all the lab manuals as i haven printed all.. damn.. now i regret not putting in effort.. well wads done is done..

sigh how can i eradicate this feeling of mine.. this feeling of "kiasu-ness" the feeling of not wanting to lose in anything... i know i should be happy those around mi have been improving but i cant help but feeling jealous haha.. sucks man.... and the worst thing is i think i can score better but.. i dunnoo la.. better work now..

yea!! got my first pair of studs!!! so light and nice to use sia haha!!! vic juz told mi today tt the 6 bees we bought from ebay have arrived!!! cant wait to open 1 and use hahaha!! well the back is special!!! hahahaha so happy to have so many decks around with mi so colourful and each has its own personality.. well.. if u do cards u would know wad i mean.. next order: 4 pairs of studs!!! saving up sia.. hard!!!

well next week so many tests!!!! 4 to be exact like exam week like tt everyday got cept' thurs.. oh ya!! i dissected a cat!!! haha it was fun sia!!!! cept the smell was kinda extreme LOL!!! had a close up look at how the insides of a cat look like.. so coool la!!! then on wed we went to deflesh the hind legs so get the bones so we can construct a whole skeleton of a cat!! haha how cool is tt!! its not something u would do in ur life man but i did it!!!! hahaha proud!! well checked out the legs today at the lab.. apparently we soaked them for too long in the 50% bleach till the digits have detached from the tarsus.. haha.. damn.. oh ya!!!! we boiled the body parts in water before soaking in them in bleach.. and im gonna share this with everyone!!! haha.. when we opened the lid of the pot.. the smell of cooked cat meat was exactly the same as CHICKEN soup!!!!!! hahahahahah bet u din know!!! heard from the other class dog smelt the same too hahahahahaa.. disgusting right i uds haha but its in the name of science.. oh ya for those who think its a cruel act.. the cat has already dead when we dissected it.. frozen.. it was taken from some organisation maybe spca? i dunno.. haha might upload some pics when im free haha!! dun view them on a full stomach!!! u'd regret it haha

i think i'd stop here liao.. better get back to the books... life sucks!!! its juz abt deadlines recently la... no mood no life no fun! lol.. but as nicholas said.. its like tt so might as well have fun while doin them.. i'd try i promise i will..

REvival

2007-07-10T21:21:00.000+08:00

well this is the revival of the once forgotten blog of mine... haha.. well so long since i even logged on to the account.. well apparently juz got disconnected from a dota game with the team... well i suck.. fed like hell.. anyway.. alot happened recently.. projects came suddenly.. pple cry suddenly.. i dunno.. wads the world becoming too..

haha well.. watched live earth via the net... it was entertaining however would absolutely prefer if they were to feature Rammstein or maybe even Iron maiden haha.. i heard after the concert tons of rubbish were left behind by the crowd.. damn... humans never learn huh? even at the GREEN gig.. sigh.. so depressing sia.. the earth and all.. well i hope things start to turn for the better.. i mean wads the point of creating awareness when no one even gives a damn in fulfilling them.. the worlds too selfish..

ummmmmm watched transformers too.. it rocks.. firstly the graphics were astounding!! the way the vehicles transform.. the plot.. wow.. turning the childhood cartoon series to realistic 3d stuff muz be hard.. lol.. i give it 4.3/5 stars! damn the magazines.. onli gave 2. lol

well.. spending my lonely time at home thinking abt these questions.. y do i make these worthless sacrifices for? izzit mi? thinking too much or too sensitive.. i mean its not fair always having to move along to ur ideas.. consider our feelings too? damn.. i dunno la.. well.. maybe things may juz change now tt circumstances have changed..

lamentations.. do u even care? it gets really disappointing not receiving the replies... sometimes to the extent making mi think twice if wad im doin is the right thing... i know its right.. but the goin gets tough but the tough isnt goin... u make my headspin.... die for anyone wad have i become... i wanna be there.. but will u be there for me...

haha huiyi ahh.. lax la.. everythings gonna be fine de la... lol!!!!!!

gonna dissect a cat this thurs cant wait!!!! tml doin ELISA again. boring.. hope all the projects work out right!! cheers!

spiderman 3

2007-05-04T23:24:00.000+08:00

haha hey guys!!! OMG i watched spiderman 3 on tues 650pm!!!! WOW it was FABULOUS AWESOME SPLENDID u name it man!!! wahahaha.. while making our way to the cinema and queuing up for the popcorn haha my heart was filled with excitment haha!!! i have been waiting for this latest part of the movie for 2 years!!! haha and waiting to see Venom on screens since i was a kid!!! hahahaha its like a dream come true for mi la!!!!

haha we went in to the cinema looking for our seats.. WOW the whole cinema was full man.. even the first row had pple!!! they were all there to watch THE movie Spiderman 3!!!! hahaha fianlly we found our seats and it was occupied by 2 girls.. 1 of em sat wrongly and had to move.. so its the 5 of us, jh zp yt ze and mi and tt girl.. haha.. jh sat beside her and was like asking mi to offer her popcorn but evetually we din la.. wahha...

after the never ending advertisments, finally a familar image flashed on da screeeennnn!!! haha it was the intro to the movie!!! haha the comic book pictures and flashes of scenes from the previous movies!!! haha at tt moment i was so excited la!!! wahahaha.. still cant believe the fact tt im finally watching it!!! so the movie continued.. haha i shant reveal more to spoil those who din watch it.. whahah

Stan lee appeared in the movie!!!! haha how cool is tt!!! lol.. btw stan lee is the creator of spiderman!!! lol.. omg gwen is sooooooo GORGEOUS la!!!! haha irresistable sia!!! lol.. i love the black suit of spidey!!! haha and i love VENOM!!!! LOL however i was slightly disappointed by the effect of venom.. his teeth were perfect the symbiote was perfect the transformation of PERFECT but venom without a nose is weird!!! haha and the body is not really proportionate to mi leh!! lol.. overall its still fantastic la..

the ending to the movie was so damn emo!!! kept mi emo for abt 2 days lol.. harry is to be missed by all of us la!!! sighhh y did he have to die.. lol.. and as expected the sandman part was emo too.. he juz wanted to do anything for his daughter but seemed to be tt everything he did was wrong and immoral... so sad la.. but in the end spidey forgave him for killing uncle ben.. so sweet.. haha the emo spidey still funni sia.. the hair wax to the side haha black shirts and all the girls staring... haha funni sia.. and gwen was sad awwwww coz peter used her to make mj jealous.. cmon hahah i love gwen too!!! but mj is still the best la.. hahaha

damn i dun wan venom to die too!!! his too classic to die lol... well the movie overall was filled with so many emotions!!!! hahaha.. splendid job!!! CHEERS!!! hahahahahahaahha.. I LOVE SPIDERMAN!!!! haha now i cant wait for spiderman 4 i hope tobey's still acting!!! upcoming villians : Carnage, Lizard dude, Mysterio!!

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2007-05-04T23:23:00.001+08:00

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Lets talk abt Sch

2007-04-29T21:20:00.000+08:00

ellloooo.. haha sch has reopened for 1 week liao.. so many things happenened during this 1 weeeek.. lol.. firstly i kena to be the chairman of da classs. lol!!! thanks to all those who voted for mi!!! sigh.. but im not sure if i can do a good job.. lol.. i'd try k? haha then huiyi is chairwomen. LOL!!

we celebrated Siying and louis's belated birthday at pasta mania at tm.. lol... quite weird sia.. the atmosphere at tt time like so quiet.. wahahah dunno if the both of them enjoyed it not.. lol.. was awesome though.. lunch with the guys.. haha

then on fri the agenda was to have an amazing race at 430 de!!! and the worst thing was i had to swim coz none of my team members know how to swim!!!! ARGHHH!!! hah but the lucky thing was tt due to the wet weather the race was cancelled due to safety reasons!!! haha WOOHOO.. siannnn actually thought the prize was 1k bucks.. then become 1k worth of stuff.. then it became onli 250 bucks VOUCHER.. LOL the news kept changing sia.. lol.. kena Conned.. well lucky thing i dun have to swim coz the race was postponed to next week and we cant go since we got lessons!!! haha btw my team consists of gary weikhim and her fren.. LOL.. then at night since no more race.. so joined ASC in the movie screening of "accepted" lol the movie rocks man!! haha was laughing louding throughout.. lol.. the freshies enjoyed it too!! after tt went home le..

lol read the papers recently and found out tt the media and even some pple around mi are asking mi y r there 2 spidermans in Spiderman 3!!!! im gonna talk abt my unhapppiness with them!!! y do the public and the media keep thinking that the black spidey is Venom!!! ARGHHH im so disappointed lo. even the educated media dunno this difference.. im gonna clarify this now!! the black suit spidey is peter parker himself!!! onli thing the symbiote got him as a host!!!! Venom is another figure in the movie.. and his name is eddie brock not PETER PARKER!!!! there are no 2 spidermans in the movie onli 1!!!!!! watch it and understand Noobs.. lol.. so furious lo!!!

haha anyway did the flea market thing this morning!! went to stay over at my cousins house last night so that i can go with them to the site.. haha.. packed the stuff and head out in the morning!!! haha i woke up at 6.10 on a sunday morning damn it!!!!! hahaha.. well we went to meet rachel at her house in the fully loaded van of my uncles.. lol.. then headed to kaki bukit cc.. lol.. initially the place was so empty cept for our stall and another stall which came in early.. haha the place so peaceful lo.. after setting up our stall, the crowd came bOOMING in.. haha wad surprised mi the most was tt the ugly and kuku shirts which were deemed ugly and kuku by mi, rachel and my aunt actually sold the most!!!! wahahah i cant believe anyone can wear those shirt out in the streeets!!!!!! let mi describe it.. haha its a buttoned shirt with pads on da shoulders, it has bright orange, red, blue and green lines all over!!! i mean BRIGHT!!! lol!!!! and the aunties bought so many.. haha well it was cheap la i got to sae.. 1 for 1 buck.. but izzit worth??? hahahahah.. the stocks were made free thanks to my uncle who got em from his company free!! our sales today was gr8!! being the first time the cousins went out tgt to sell stuff it was fun and we earned money!!! haha.. gordan was so damn cute la.. lol.. he was trying to sell sweets which was practically invisible to the patrons eye.. lol.. i rmb 1 instance he was calling to this uncle who was rather far away looking at another stall.. gordon called "uncle, uncle!" he then turned over looking at who the heck was calling him.. he spotted gordan who was looking at him with those innocent eyes,mumbling words which he cant hear..haha so he walked to our stall, bent down and listened.. gordan said, " uncle u wan to buy sweet? 1 for 10 cent 2 for 20 cents" being a supportive adult towards an adolecent, the uncle took 20 cents from his pocket and gave it to gordan who happily took it from him and passsed to norman, his brother... the uncle initially wanted to buy onli 1 packet.. and when gordon took tt 20cents from him, he was expecting a 10cent coin from gordan as a change... but this did not occur.. wahaha.. gordon bent down and grabbed another packet of sweet and handed it to the uncle instead.. haha this all all witnessed by mi and my aunt.. we were laughing till ours tears leaked out.. =.= lol.. the uncle also bo pian so juz walked away... gordan thanked him twice!! wahahha.. we made 100 over bucks throughout the whole bazaar!

haha and in the afternoon juz now.. i went to the club as usual.. and i joined back badmiton there!!! haha so tiring sia after so long of no playing!!! haha and im super rusty!!! ummm sad though all the old guys quit.. and many new dudes joined now.. sian.. i losing to them.. aha.. coach gave mi 3 months to be able to beat em.. but i think cant sia.. lol my lousiness is permanent? lol i dunno.. damn it was so tiring my legs were trembling while playing wow... lol.. ouhkae la tts all for now.. rather long post haha..

ohhh btw watched the CNA programme juz now called "end of the world as we know it" felt so emo after tt.. so guilty so regretful.. sigh.. we brought upon the destruction of our onli place we call home.. sigh.. how i wish we could all undo this with a click of a mouse.. well.. we can onli prolong earth's existence.. its all too late le.. plz do something guys!!!

damn sian

2007-04-24T21:48:00.000+08:00

hey guys.. sry for not updating.. lol im a necromancer here to revive it.. anyway.. haha sry but too many things happened.. and as usual lazzy to blog on those past events.. so i juz talk abt an overview.. haha during the first month of holidays i went on a trip to taipei with yt, jh and zp.. haha it was an awesome trip.. had tons of fun!!!! haha.. then after coming back to singapore, rest abt a week then went to china with my family.. so basically my first month of holiday was dedicated to travelling!!! haha ;) china was superb!!1 haha visited my hometown at guangzhou bai sha (white sands)haha.. so cool sia i din know i had so many relatives over there.. then after tt went to dong guan to visit another of my relatives.. haha and finally head to shenzhen for shopping!!! haha.. great time i had in china!!!!

thats tt. haha so the 2nd month of holidays.. was dedicated to SLACKING!!! lol played pool most of the time.. watched several great movies... played my xbox (which im still stuck at blacklist 3 becoz of wretched policemen).. slp.. dotaaaa... slp... opps did i repeat tt.. well.. haha.. still got wad ah.. let mi think.. ummmmmmmm.. ouh ya!! learnt several magic tricks too!!! haha.. then during tt month we had our SilverFAng BBQ!!!! haha thanks guys for my special and exquisite presents!!!!!! haha!!! the BBQ rocks!! haha ate and ate and ate!! then talk and talk and talk!!! wonderful night we had.. haha.. then at the end of the month came the week 0.. damn it was time for sch to commence.. haa.. well kyle gary huiyi and mi helped out siying to be game masters!!! haha fun sia.. kyle acted like a captain.. and the rest of us were his crew members!!! haha our game was SCRUBBING THE DECK!!! haha fun sia i believe the freshies had fun too!! ^5 guys! lol.. but it was damn tiring coz the games were held late at night at 11 and ended round 4? lol i dunno.. the police came due to the noisy we made.. haha.. and tt mark tan was super humorous.. his lackadiasical attitude simply humors mi.. lol.. well veri soon nightmare started in week 1

haha this is the 2nd day of sch.. damn.. had Animal Anatomy and Physiology lec today.. 3 straight hours.. MADNESS.. super man things to memorise.. INSANE.. i was all alone in lec.. EXPECTED.. it was cold.. *SHIVERS*.. hungry...ARGHHHHH.. and lastly.. LONELY.. ouhkae i repeated tt again.. haha.. siannnnnnn.. well juz gotta get used to it... somemore so sian.. my class got those pple whom i Dislike!!! OMG.. so suay.. haha the myres also suay.. 3 classes 3 pple... ALL 3 DIFF CLASSS!!! wahaaahaha!! i believe the sch got conspiracy lo.. lol.. but emo la.. sit in lec alone, eat alone, go home alone.. "Alone again" as i would often sae.. haha.. went to GL today with nicholas haha bought my ghost gaff deck.. but im still short of the Army of 52.. lol.. learnt loads of magic recently thanks to victor haha THANKS!!!!! umm well thats abt wad im gonna sae today la.. for those frequent readers hope i satisfied ur THIRST for my ugly language.. lol.. CRAP.
tml's ur SYF le.. haha know u wouldnt be reading but anyway.. all the best!

ouhya!! i cant wait to be watching spiderman 3 next tues on may day!!! wahahahah!!!

Dance of DEath

2007-03-04T19:41:00.000+08:00

Greetings fellow peers and passerbys recently hooked onto this song by Iron Maiden the track is known as Dance of Death.. superb lyrics and melody.. kinda makes mi wanna head bang and dance at the same time.. haha further more the lyrics are so beautifullll!!! im gonna share the lyrics with u all now!! haha enjoy.. and for those who dun like.. go to hell!! LOL

Let me tell you a story to chill the bones
About a thing that I saw
One night wandering in the everglades
I'd one drink but no more

I was rambling, enjoying the bright moonlight
Gazing up at the stars
Not aware of a presence so near to me
Watching my every move

Feeling scared and I fell to my knees
As something rushed me from the trees
Took me to an unholy place
And that is where I fell from grace

Then they summoned me over to join in with them
To the dance of the dead
Into the circle of fire I followed them
Into the middle I was led

As if time had stopped still I was numb with fear
But still I wanted to go
And the blaze of the fire did no hurt upon me
As I walked onto the coals

And I felt I was in a trance
And my spirit was lifted from me
And if only someone had the chance
To witness what happened to me

And I danced and I pranced and I sang with them
All had death in their eyes
Lifeless figures they were undead all of them
They had ascended from hell

As I danced with the dead
My free spirit was laughing and howling down at me
Below my undead body
Just danced the circle of dead

Until the time came to reunite us both
My spirit came back down to me
I didn't know if I was alive or dead
As the others all joined in with me

By luck then a skirmish started
And took the attention away from me
When they took their gaze from me
Was the moment that I fled

I ran like hell faster than the wind
But behind I did not glance
One thing that I did not dare
Was to look just straight ahead

When you know that your time has come around
You know you'll be prepared for it
Say your last goodbyes to everyone
Drink and say a prayer for it

When you're lying in your sleep, when you're lying in your bed
And you wake from your dreams to go dancing with the dead
When you're lying in your sleep, when you're lying in your bed
And you wake from your dreams to go dancing with the dead

To this day I guess I'll never know
Just why they let me go
But I'll never go dancing no more
'Til I dance with the dead

Sigh

2007-03-04T00:09:00.000+08:00

woahhhhh.. haha so long never blog liao.. sry dudes im lazy.. lol.. ouhkae this post could be quite long coz have to cover many parts LoL!!

firstly lets talk abt Chinese New Year 2007! hhahah it was a blast!! had more angbao this year!! ahah Rich temporarily!! hahahaha.. as usual the relatives visit my house on day 1 hahha quite frightening coz so many pple turn up at the same time at ur living room, kinda like u're having a party or some sort.. lol.. fun though!!! i simply love the new year snacks!! but the biggest turnoff for the event is the EXAMS!!! Damn! had to study through the new year.. so suay.. coz Books in chinese is Su which has the same pronunciation as Lose in chinese.. LOL.. study study study.. ****!

Secondly, haha the EXAMS!!! first paper was Math i think i cant get A le.. sian.. made several errors.. damnit!!! the paper was on a friday.. then sat went to training as usual haha we jisiao siwei a lot tt day.. he so paisei lo!! tt girl kaili also paiseh wahahhahhah.. then sun the 25th was my birthday!!! hahaha but damn it had to study too.. i din fulfil my wish of spending my birthday in a pub.. lol.. received loads of smses and testimonials thanks guys!!! haha... then ate at this restaurant at novena lol forgot the name liao.. the buffet thingy.. haha the food was alright with the oysters and crab and stuff.. haha.. ate there with my family!! haha.. then Monday was Bmic!! tt paper still ouhake cept for some mistakes.. lol.. then Tuesday was Hpi!! it was a killer my MCQ onli got 3 corect out of 20 Fuck! im a goner man.. then on wed last paper was CEll bio!! omg omg omg tt paper kinda difficult~~ haha.. aiya in fact all the papers difficult lo.. sigh i hope i can pass all.. so worried..

well after cellbio.. mi gary kyle louis huiyi siying meiping amber went to dine at pizza hut in tm.. haha ate the group meal but no discount!! damn it! haha.. after lunch meiping went to meet her frens can we carried on and watched Norbitt wahahaha so freaking funni and disgusting la!! haha eddie murphy is such a great actor.. after tt kyle and amber went back to sch and the rest of us went to bugis to walk walk.. lol in the end landed up in marina square.. haha.. was fun though.. thanks guys!!

sighhhh so sad lo this is the last lunch we have tgt as a class.. haha... i cant imagine wad life in poly can be..lol.. oh ya my jie gave mi this tarantula string metal thing real nice and sweet!! haha thanks!!! i love it! then my sister bought In the Nightside Eclipse by Emperor for mi!! haha i love the cd too!! LOL actually im listening to it while blogging now..

haha recently played a lot of pool.. so fun!! haha.. played a lot of dota too.. well its the holidays!! lol.. umm goin to taipei on da 6th which is the coming tuesday.. haha hope it would be fun haha flying with frens this time instead of with my folks.. haha.. kinda excited!! damn came back from training juz now and sparred.. haha injured my toes.. now 2 toe blue black and cannot move.. lol immobalized.. damn black sia wahaha PAIN!!! wahaha juz bought my own alcoholic drink at 7-11 juz now.. haha feels so shiok!! im 18 le!! lol.. tt yt bluff mi buy tt DEvil drink... in the end taste like medicine one.. NOT NICE!!! wahah nvm la.. sian.. tml morning goin to NC for breakfast.. lol so weird sia.. need to wake up at 6 plus so early for a sunday lol!! well tuesday have to wake up earlier lo!! 530 need to go Yt house liao.. SIAN!!! so freaking EArLY!!

anyways haha congrats for those who did well for ur a lvl chinese and for those who did not jiayou!!! im sure u guys can do it!!!! =) walao.. tt myre G steady with khim liao haha i hereby wish u all blissful la!! LOL also haven married sia.. LOL.. well next time he see mi surely ignore liao.. wahahaha.. i miss AF12.. so sad lo tt day cellbio was the last time i shade the class TF02 liao... haizzzzzz.. anyways haha a bit long liao.. i think i stop here..

Hails all who read this super long blog entry lol ur patience is not appreciated!! wahaha so bad.. \m/ Peace and Chill out

emo

2007-02-16T22:58:00.000+08:00

hi im back.. todays the most emo day of the sem.. we came back from dining at seoul garden with the myres.. lol super emo.. visions of the past kept coming to my mind.. sigh.. sadly its gonna end soon.. its another chapter added to my life.. and it will be locked till my last breath..

haha ate at tenderbest today for i think is the last time we eating there tgt liao.. sigh.. too bad i juz recovered from flu.. cant eat the chicken.. LOL.. damn.. im starting to regret choosing vet sci.. lol..

well juz to update those who dunnno wads goin on.. lol.. students in my batch taking diploma in biotechnology have to choose either 1 elective from 2 choices.. lol.. biomolecular or vet sci.. sadly the myres: rocker, planner, joker chose biomolecular.. and im the onli idiot who took vet sci.. LOL.. so when we r at year 2.. obviously we would be in different classes taking diff core subs.. LOL.. i guess i would juz a loner from then on.. lol.. dunno how to continue life in TP sia.. haha damn emo now..

alright..this goes out not onli to the myres but for those in my class AF12 too!! i've had a wunderbar(wonderful in german) time spending with all of u.. learning and growing up tgt.. words cant explain the feelings im having now.. really grateful to be able to learn and study in the same class.. though its onli 1 year.. the bond has been set.. and it is rather painstaking to break it.. sigh.. i'd really hope u guys would continue to strive for the best and work hard for a better future ahead.. all the best!!

MYRESSSSS haha this is an exceptionally special time we had spend tgt!!! haha from being KENTAL to becoming the us right now.. it was a long road we had travel though onli 1 year.. but who cares its still long and short AH contradictory huh.. LOL now i'm talking like a gay =.=.. well enjoyed the moments spent tgt trying to finish last min projects which were ultimately successful!! haha and studying tgt last min at east coast mcdonald etc. haha.. so many sia.. still got eating tgt at tender.. so much memories.. haha.. hope u all wun forget my LAGGNESSSSS for i wun forget all of ur CRAPPINEESSS and LAUGHTERSSSS... lol.. i learnt a lot from u all sia.. haha from dirty things to useful informations.. hahaha... im innocent!! y cant u all believe mi!!! hahahahha.. nonono seriously i am.. damn y muz i choose vet.. haha.. phew this is an exceptionally long blog entry.. haha.. in conclusion.. i KOWTOW to all of u.. thanks... NOT! haha juz jk.. im lame.. =.=

lol.. in response to veggie's feedback i decided to have paragraphs.. LOL.. btw.. im fine again.. no more virus in mi.. haha.. AF12 rocks!!! CHEERS and work hard for sem exams!!! bless all of u

T.T

=.=

2007-02-14T20:12:00.000+08:00

ello.. woah.. so long never blog liao.. suddenly feel like blogging.. so many things happened recently.. haiz.. overall i hope to do well for exams.. i really do.. i mean who doesnt.. but maybe im more desperate.. dun ask mi y.. i duno.. its in my blood.. =.=.. anyway.. bought my webcam with joker ytd at whitesands.. all the myres came along too.. currently dl-ing skype.. woah.. cny is juz around the corner.. today is valentines day.. sigh.. and im down with flu and fever.. wait.. fever is already included in flu.. its a symptom.. anyway.. haiz.. stupid fever.. spoilt my plans.. sry.. tml is the water practical day.. i hope our model does well.. haha i guess we were the group who mounted the bottles.. haha.. hopefully it doesnt fail us... sian.. planner and rocker go pat to... woah ytd stayed in sch till abt 9 plus to help rocker and joker finish the project x.. ahaha it was successful.. even better then mine i muz sae... so envious!! aiya i think tt myre planner and tt girl can steady liao.. lol!!! good lo.. lol.. woah recently headbanging to Children of Bodom's Are You Dead Yet! haha veri catchy? tune to it.. haha.. the other song is Lamb of God's Redneck.. haha muz be the Dvd my sister's fren lent mi tt influenced mi.. haha.. well.. i juz stopped studying bmic to blog.. haha.. went out with zp and yt this morning to renew my passport and buy bak gua from paragon!! haha.. so damn paisei lo.. haha.. well its good to see them again.. haha.. muz thank Ah Jun for bbq-ing the delicious Gourmet Bak Gua for mi.. haha.. ouh! discussed abt the taipei trip with yt and zp juz now.. woah if im goin for tt trip on da 6th and come back on da 13th then im gonna fly again on da 15th to guangzhou!! haha 1 day break nia. wahah. so shiok.. well but muz wait till exams end first ma.. DAMN! lol i wish sixuan good luck on goin into TJC.. lol... was touch getting a decision sia.. LOL.. i hereby wish everyone good luck to get in their choice of sch! lol.. i shall stop here for the day..

haiz.. i wished i could explain everything.. im weak, inperfect

end my blog with the lyrics to R u Dead Yet!

Don't hear, don't deem. Drown in before you dive.
Don't care, commit to your self destruction drive
I kiss the ground with love beyond forever
Flip off the sky with bleeding fingers till I die

Enemy, take a one good look at me.
Eradicate what you'll always be,
Your tainted flesh, polluted soul through a mirror I behold.
Throw a punch, shards bleed on the floor
Tearing me apart but I don't care anymore.
Should I regret or ask myself
Are You Dead Yet?

Wake up, don't cry. Regenerate to deny the truth,
The fiction you live in blindfold your eyes.
Disclosure, self loathing. This time you've gone too far.
Or could it be, my nemesis that you are me?

Enemy, take a one good look at me.
Eradicate what you'll always be
Your tainted flesh, polluted soul through a mirror I behold.
Throw a punch, shards bleed on the floor
Tearing me apart but I don't care anymore.
Should I regret or ask myself ARE YOU DEAD YET?

Without U

2007-02-07T22:26:00.000+08:00

Ohne dich

Ich werde in die Tannen gehen
Dahin wo ich sie zuletzt gesehen
Doch der Abend wirft ein Tuch aufs Land
und auf die Wege hinterm Waldesrand
Und der Wald er steht so schwarz und leer
Weh mir, oh weh
Und die Vögel singen nicht mehr

Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein
Ohne dich
Mit dir bin ich auch allein
Ohne dich
Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden ohne dich
Mit dir stehen die Sekunden
Lohnen nicht

Auf den Ästen in den Gräben
ist es nun still und ohne Leben
Und das Atmen fällt mir ach so schwer
Weh mir, oh weh
Und die Vögel singen nicht mehr

Ohne dich kann ich nicht sein
Ohne dich
Mit dir bin ich auch allein
Ohne dich
Ohne dich zähl ich die Stunden ohne dich
Mit dir stehen die Sekunden
Lohnen nicht ohne dich

I'm going to go into the fir trees
There where I last saw her
But the evening is throwing a cloth upon the land
and upon the ways behind the edge of the forest
And the forest it is so black and empty
Woe is me, oh woe
And the birds sing no more

Without you I cannot be
Without you
With you I am alone too
Without you
Without you I count the hours without you
With you the seconds stand still
They aren't worth it

On the branches in the ditches
it's now silent and without life
And breathing becomes oh so hard for me
Woe is me, oh woe
And the birds sing no more

Without you I cannot be
Without you
With you I am alone too
Without you
Without you I count the hours without you
With you the seconds stand still
They aren't worth it without you

morning!

2007-02-07T07:58:00.000+08:00

LOL.. i woke up at 745.. lol.. onli to uds tt i need to be in sch at 1030!! haha.. now so early.. sian.. lol.. im still high on Volkerball!! haha the concerts ROCK!!!!!!! wahahaaahhh.. Rammstein rocks la!! lol dunno y the myres dun like.. ummm haha.. ytd morning went to city hall HMV to get the cds.. in the late for bmic tut.. haha... then today is bmic practical test!! i hope i do well.. so stressed la... or rather stress i set upon myself.. sigh... y am i always like tt... so weird one.. giving ownself stress.. ARGHHH.. then ytd finish sch liao wait with planner till abt 7.. lol.. and joker too.. lol.. i was headbanging at home last night till siao!!! hahahah.. got headache sia.. lol.. OH YA!!! haha SPiderman 3 is coming soon!!!! says may 3!!! but dunno when coming to SG.. wahahahhaah WATCHED The trailer!!! so cool!!! WAHAHA.. the theme is: Every Hero Has A Choice To Face The Darkness Or Be Consumed By It... hahah.. SANDMAN.. REvenge of the GReen Globin... Rising of Venom.. Love story of PP and Mj!! hahaha.. this part 3 of the movie cannot be missed!!!! haha.. well... i hope yt jh zp and ly dun forget their promise.. hahah.. so excited la!! lol.. *WE'R LIVING IN AMERIKA. AMERIKA IS WUNDERBALL!!!!* WOOHOOO.. lol.. high! k i better go get rdy for sch.. umm.. ASCHE !!!! ASCHE!!!!! ASCHE!!! ASCHE!!!

tired

2007-02-05T22:06:00.000+08:00

lol im back to blog once again.. lol.. we tired!! juz finished math tut.. lol been a long time since i did tutorials.. lol.. well recently ling shared a new genre to mi.. lol its called...Pure Depressive Black Funeral Doom Metal.. lol.. sounds pretty devilish but nice la.. haha.. damn!! today went tm de MJ dun have Volkerball!!! walao!!! so sway.. went sembawang dun have,, MJ also dun have!!! lol nvm tml goin HMV early in the morning to buy.. lol goin with Planner.. thanks ah.. lol.. i cant wait man!! lol.. sian.. thurs gonna have test for Basic Finance liao.. hopefully i can do well lol.. today was a boring day.. had lec which i was busy reading the notes and listenin to Metal on my ipod.. haha i find tt reading the notes is far more efficient than listening sometimes... lol.. ummmm.. then CSAS.. haha well the groups did well.. haha i was shy asking the question to janice.. lol the whole class laughed.. so paiseh.. lol.. woohoo.. last night's dinner was WONDERFUL!!! haha ate 3 crabs, a couple of prawns, some shell thingy, a huge stingray etc. lol!!! so full and eat till so tired!!!! it was delicious though!! haha.. the bill came out to be 123.. haha.. my uncles shop.. hope he does well!! haha the food is seriously scumptous.. i surely recommend u all trying.. well those interested contact mi!! haha.. then sat de ninjado training.. lol learn new defence technique liao.. haha for yellow belt.. after tt no sparring but got this pushing thing.. lol.. in the end kena loads of marks on da hands.. ummmm.. sian.. next sat cant have pool session with yt liao.. coz he having exams.. haha good luck to him bah.. yea!! cant wait for 19 to come.. lol.. most importantly cant wait for CNY to come!! its the onli time to enjoy to the MAXIMUM in the whole year.. seriously for those who dun enjoy this period of time.. go have FUN!!! lol.. oh ya.. i spoke to ms ang on da friday.. lol was an enriching meeting with her.. learnt how to overcome problems.. ummm.. oh ya!! i cut my hair le.. now like moehog like tt but not exactly la.. lol.. was forced to cut by my mum.. she actually brought mi to da saloon and ask mi never to go to EC to cut again.. lol.. lol alright i guess id stop here.. cant wait to get my hands on Volkerball!!!!!! hahahaaahahhha... awwww anyway.. reply mi plz!!!!!!!!!!! lol.. my head is spinning... Y!! Y Do U... U Make My HeadSpin!!!!lol the song juz popped to my mind..

\m/ hails to all!!! and to the Lord of Darkness.. LOL

It begins tonight

2007-02-02T22:42:00.000+08:00

heyzz.. todays 2/2!!! lol.. firstly wanna thank myres yunqi yeeshin for helping mi greatly!! haha,.. thanks!! lol the time spent at the void deck!! ummm everything was successful!! lol.. hope u like and enjoy this day.. umm.. anyway.. ytd lazy to blog... haha.. well ytd had cellb practical test.. i think i screwed up the pipetting segment.. din complete in time plus i might have done wrongly tooo... damn!! but the microscopy part was fine.. lol.. my hands were practically trembling while standing in front of the teacher.. lol.. then today no bmic no hpi no cellb.. =.= in the end go sch for math onli.. learnt the chisquare method and got back out test scripts.. well.. not bad..20.5/25.. if onli i read the question properly could get full marks!! lol.. nvm.. contented.. lol after sch went pool with planner and louis.. had fun! lol then joker and rocker went for prayers.. after tt we met up and headed for lavender then to orchard! did some shopping.. at lavender went to beach road tt coffee shop.. woah the shoes there damn cheap sia.. if got money i surely buy one haha.. after tt went to orchard.. but was seriously lazy and sluggish halfway.. muz be my T3 hormone.. tried to search for Emperor's In The Nightside Eclipse but always dun have sia!! nvm.. tml im gonna buy Volkerball!! haha!! yea!! lol jialat recently spent alot of money.. lol mostly spent on todays event la.. lol. omg shopping was uber tiring today... my back was aching!!! joker was super tired. haha.. so we left earlier tgt.. left rocker and planner who went to ps.. haha.. juz did the massage using the OSIM thingy.. now relaxed le.. phew!! lol.. well joker hope everything turns up fine.. though i duno anything lol.. ummm.. k la guess its enough for tonight.. well if u r viewing this.. happy birthday to u!

2007-01-31T21:59:00.000+08:00

lol.. these r some of the old photos taken.. myres rock

Bittersweet Symphony

2007-01-31T21:46:00.000+08:00

lol.. now singapore and thailand 1-1 liao.. =.= hope singapore wins!! wahaha.. then i will be proud of being a singaporean!! lol.. well ytd too lazy to blog.. tired slpy exhausted drained out.. wadever u all it.. lol.. omg the day approaches so quickly!! lol.. today had maths test.. fill in the blanks of the table.. lol was fun!! haha mr tan's lessons rock! lol.. then for bmic lab today was to practise for next weeks lab test.. i did "shopping" today haha.. shhh.. ytd ken and weiliang shared 2 funni videos with mi lol!! 1 was the nokia ad one.. then some dude remade a hilarious hokkien version.. haha the other was this recording abt BABI lol.. funni! lol recently so many pple around mi falling sick sia.. first siying then meiping now huiyi and janice.. lol.. all so sickly.. lol.. the rest not sick yet plz take care.. aha.. during hangout today shuhui they all used dans mac to take funni pics.. lol well muz be fun for them... lol.. umm so quiet now.. ummm its these quiet times tt make mi think abt many things.. questions and thoughts that i have no answer to or explaination too.. sigh.. wads life all abt.. haha anyway todays C****'s birthday.. lets wish her a happy birthday!!! lol.. talking abt birthdays.. lihan invited mi to his house on the 24 to celebrate his birthday.. but this year i got exams!! so cannot go le.. so sad.. used to have yearly gatherings there.. haha.. my birthdays on da 25th!! but exam period too.. sian.. haha.. always like tt.. nvm bah. after tt then enjoy!! lol louis sending mi "bittersweet symphony" now.. but so wols!!! haha cant wait!! im hooked to tt song.. maybe i shall post in on da blog!!! lol first time type so long post sia.. k la.. stop here.. stop now.. juz die! =.=

Lips of an Angel

2007-01-29T22:17:00.001+08:00

Lips of an Angel

Honey why you callin me so late
It's kinda hard to talk right now
Honey why you cryin
Is everything ok
I gotta whisper cause I can't be too loud

Well my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name
It sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak

And I
Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's funny that you're callin me tonight
And yes I dreamt of you too
Does he know your talkin' to me?
Will it start a fight?
No, I don't think she has a clue

Well, my girls in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on

It's really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name
It sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak

And I
Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

It's really good to hear your voice
Sayin my name it sounds so sweet
Comin from the lips of an angel
Hearin those words
It makes me weak

And I
Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Never want to say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel

Honey why you callin me so late?

After The Onslaught

2007-01-29T22:09:00.000+08:00

lol its over!!! ole ole ole ole.. LAME! haha the csas shit is over le!! wahaha umm i dun think i did well.. haha the myres did well i suppose wahaha.. my legs so naughty!!! keep shaking!! haha damnit la!! muz practise liao.. lol.. Rocker forgot to show my T moults to the crowd!! haha wasted sia.. well now tt its over.. Celebrate!!! wahahah.. juz spoke to huiyi on da phone.. lol she help mi look for chio bu.. so lame la!! haha i never force her de ouhkae.. today wear so formal to sch.. din wanna meet jh to sch tgt de.. then when i took 89 and reached the bus stop i met ZP!!! omg!! haha then after missing a few 15s another 89 came.. guess wad.. inside is JH!! WTF!! so sway sia.. in the end met em both.. haha.. today so energy draining coz of all the adrenaline released.. haha.. cant pay much attention to lectures.. lucky todays topics easy to comprehend.. haha.. k la.. guess tts all for today.. can get a good night slp liao!!! Wohooo

The Excitment and Adrenaline rush

2007-01-29T21:27:00.000+08:00

2 hours to D-Day

2007-01-29T12:38:00.000+08:00

its so intense.. adrenaline flowing through mi and my senses.. the time is coming!! ernest juz smsed mi i think he gonna be viewing our presentation too!!! omg!! i still dun think im ready for this shit!! haha now sitting with louis at the hangout .. rocker and planner went to release conjugated bilirubin to the toilet bowls.. LOL.. sian.. minutes and secs ticking away juz like that.. and im still not in the mood to speak.. ARGHHHH!!!!!!! hahah well im gonna do my best.. someone smsed mi this morning!! hahha... ummm friday is approaching... izzit gonna be special this year?? well i'd suppose im gonna make it special this year.. lol.. omg latest update.. i heard a group is presenting right now in the lt.. its gonna be us soon.. buddhas gods Lord Satan wadever.. bless us!! LOL.. seems like onli BM can calm me.. hahah well gtg now.. blogging after D-Day.. Ciao.

Eve of Dooms Day!

2007-01-28T14:23:00.000+08:00

omg omg!! its the CSAS presentation tml!! and im not ready for it!! damn.. y do we have to be the first group?? haha so sway!! have to wear all the formal wear shit.. feels so weird and ugly!! omgomg.. umm well we r doin the topic tarantulas!! not really a prob ant the information but more abt the speaking!! i hate this!!! lol im not as good as the joker or confident as the planner neither am i as steady as the rocker!! haha jialat.. well juz do my best ba.. ahaha.. goin to meet up with the gang to finish up the project liao.. blog other day!

sigh.. 2/2 is coming..

Kental Sia!!

2007-01-24T22:48:00.000+08:00

LoL!!! my first official blog?? hahaha.. so kental and noob at this shit.. haha today is blogging day!! the doctor, planner, rocker and joker cr8-ing our blog today!! lol.. sounds lame but well.. haha.. so well my first blog skin.. ummm Revolution!! thats what the world needs now!!! haha.. save the planet!! stop the war!! save humanity!! lol.. i sound like some holy man.. lol.. well recently so stressful!! ytd night study in sch with the myres till 9 plus!! haha it was superb!! the sweeets the DVD the jokes and the chilly wind.. then the day started with bmic practical!! haha was enriching!! haha.. dr knin rocks.. haha then HPI tut quiz!! it was alright.. then came the nightmare.. Wtech!!! WTF!!! 30 min to do 10 MCQ and 3 long questions!!! ARGHHHH i din manage to do the last question which cost 10 marks!!! gr8 i need to - 5 marks to fail it.. damnit!!! well.. the rocker saes i should move on.. maybe i should.. sigh.. my first time in poly like tt.. and who said poly life was slack.. =.=.. haha anyways i got a new ipod!!! replacing the old one which is damaged haha happy!! well think i should stop here.. \m/ hails Hitler and the myres!